My calling as a writer has contacted me in many forms. This leads me through phases of extreme alignment and droughts of utter confusion.
At times it's clear that I am a writer. At other times it feels like writing isn't my calling, but rather something I enjoy as a hobby.
Then I go through phases like right now: In the crossroads. I don't know if writing is my calling or not. I don't know where to take my writing. I'm not in a place of alignment but I'm using writing as a crutch to hold me over until I feel in alignment.
I'm choosing to write 500 words a day to see what comes from it. This gives me a daily opportunity to explore myself or expand on novel ideas. With these writings, I'm not trying to get anywhere. I'm allowing them to come through me and acting as a vessel for Divine Consciousness.
I've never put myself in such a freeing, yet out of control position before.
I've noticed something about myself: Since I was 17 years old, I've found different obsessions and went all-in on them for a few months, then got bored, fell out of alignment, and found something new. I'm in the in between phase right now.
My last calling was esoteric/alternative health. I built an entire 41 lesson course about vital living, natural healing, and having high-energy. And it's free. I haven't even announced it yet because I feel called toward other things. (So this is me announcing the course technically. I will write a launch email in the future)
I'm running this experiment of 500 words a day to allow God to channel through me. Every bit of contact I can get with God, I will take it — And this seems like the purest form of it.
I said to my girlfriend last night "I have beautiful experiences and magical moments happen all the time but I'm not sure where they lead me."
And saying that hit me hard.
Because it's so true. The most divine moments, things that could not just be a coincidence, and deja vu happen all the time to me. I'm talking once a day or more.
A magical moment happened right after I told my girlfriend this. She replied back to me saying "You should keep a magical moment journal."
The idea of a magical moment journal has been in my awareness for months now. Danny Miranda suggested to keep a Divine Moment Log when I was in his program Alignment Academy in January this year. Then the idea of writing don my magical moments pops up every now and then, but for some reason I haven't taken the leap.
There's usually a lot of resistance when people hear about magical moments.
"It's just a coincidence!" or "Those connections are a stretch".
But here's the thing. You can choose to believe in coincidences. Or you can choose to believe that everything has a purpose and magic is everywhere around you.
The moment I chose that my reality was magical was the moment I started seeing magical moments almost every single day. It's not a coincidence if you're reading this right now. It was meant to happen.
When I first started writing this I didn't know what the purpose of this piece was going to be. It almost made me start over because I didn't wanna waste time writing a useless piece of work. But I trusted the flow and allowed the divine to channel though me and look where that got me. Look where that got you.
It all happens in divine timing. This is the purpose of my 500 word a day experiment.
Have a beautiful rest of your day.
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